I have never claimed perfection

So its been a while and a lot has happened. It has been an eventful weekend, filled with mistakes and lessons learnt. I guess I still have a lot to learn about myself and things that mean or add value to the real me.

So right now I am really pissed at a certain someone- because I have never claimed perfection but a simple mistake has changed the person's view of me. Something I have noticed about people is that they are quick to judge you without knowing the real reason behind an event or an incident. Well I know I should also be a bit better but I can't help it at times... I know I can not also blame people for what they view of me because at the end of the day it is what I let them know, that they base their judgements on.

It hurts when the "little" someone thought of you is erased by something so stupid. So today at lunch I learnt a valuable lesson: Don't get attached because you can't claim your heart back. Have fun because in the end that is all that matters.

So what did I learn?

I guess that is the one question we always ask ourselves. Whether we have just got out of a bad relationship, lost our job, had a fight with our friend, broke an arm, failed a test, whatever it might be. WHAT DID I LEARN?
I ask this question as I know I have done a lot to have people question my morals, my being and my everything. I guess I have not completely been the person I want people to remember me by.


I have so many goals I had planned on achieving, places I wanted to go but I guess nothing everything goes as planned. So lesson 1) is that life never goes the way you had planned it to. But it happens the way it is meant to. I sit here today questioning my existence and my actions. Why did I do this? Was it necessary but I guess its not why I did it but rather why did God let it happen. So lesson number 2) is that things happen the way God wants them to happen. But my question still remains unanswered; what did I learn?So to answer my question without dragging this any further I learnt as much as you try to erase your past mistakes, they will always catch up to you.


Life is never what we make it out to be but rather what life is meant to be. So I end today on a sad note having learnt a difficult lesson- one which will haunt me in my grave. Past mistakes  will always shape your future but its up to you to stand UP tall after the great FALL.