So what did I learn?

I guess that is the one question we always ask ourselves. Whether we have just got out of a bad relationship, lost our job, had a fight with our friend, broke an arm, failed a test, whatever it might be. WHAT DID I LEARN?
I ask this question as I know I have done a lot to have people question my morals, my being and my everything. I guess I have not completely been the person I want people to remember me by.


I have so many goals I had planned on achieving, places I wanted to go but I guess nothing everything goes as planned. So lesson 1) is that life never goes the way you had planned it to. But it happens the way it is meant to. I sit here today questioning my existence and my actions. Why did I do this? Was it necessary but I guess its not why I did it but rather why did God let it happen. So lesson number 2) is that things happen the way God wants them to happen. But my question still remains unanswered; what did I learn?So to answer my question without dragging this any further I learnt as much as you try to erase your past mistakes, they will always catch up to you.


Life is never what we make it out to be but rather what life is meant to be. So I end today on a sad note having learnt a difficult lesson- one which will haunt me in my grave. Past mistakes  will always shape your future but its up to you to stand UP tall after the great FALL.  

Day 2

So its day two and the sister is still confused about how this works. I am usually a fast learner when stuff involve technology. But it took about 30 minutes to figure out how to post a new blog. I guess in a few weeks time I will be laughing at how ridiculous I was.

So my day started out as any other day. But today was different because I was fasting. I have faith that the Lord will deliver me through and that through His grace I will achieve this. At this point I do not feel like sharing my story but only time will tell if this story is a story worth sharing. But I know at the end of this day I will be nothing but all smiles.

Today I am wearing a skirt I never wear, one I had bought specially to wear at my late brother's funeral. So today I am feeling really special.
Words for the day: If you ask  in FAITH, BELIEVING and TRUSTING in God with all thy might and will He will deliver you through.

See, this is how fast I am, I have just figured out how to add images to my post.. :)

This is IT!

So I have always been saying to myself and the very few fortunate people around me, that I need to start my own blog. So today I had the courage to do it. And here goes my first post and I really do not know what to say.

I have a lot on my mind right now and I do not know if I should be getting hectic at my first go. Today has not been a pretty great day for me. Things changed without me even noticing. The greatest thing I thought I had yet achieved this year will be soon lost tomorrow if I do not fight for it. At first I did not want it but as soon as my friend said go for it, my heart, body and soul were all in it. Too just lose it like that, will surely not feel good. I am teary eyed as I think of it but I know God has a plan and He will see me through.

As I am getting carried away on my first I attempt I have forgotten to mention that tomorrow is the day before my test of which I need to study for. And with that said I guess its time I sign out and attend my books.

>huge sigh<  I hope I get the hang of things as soon as possible...